One day there was a little girl. She was lovely and sweet with bright blond curls.
With her gentle voice and her fragile eyes, she looked up to everyone and about made everyone sigh.
everyone except one man, one very grumpy man. Very tall and slender, with a personality kinda bent.
But she tried to not let it be a bother she continued to smile and be cheerful for him, the grumpy slumpy, dumpy him.
And nothing happened except a crooked grin.
After the evening party when everyone felt spent they all decided to part for bed.
the little girl skipped a lone in a navy blue dress, waving "bye everyone i'm off" she said.
Her parents had no clue she was out and about. Running to grown up parties like she was fresh.
But she felt no harm if her house was up a head and down the next street not very far, and not thinking of TED.
Ted was the man with the crooked look. The grumpy frown, and dirty boots.
Ted was the mean one that wouldnt laugh at any of her jokes just stared at her like she was somewhat of a ghost.
But yes she did not think of Ted or her head or the way her head hit Ted.
Tumbling they came on the dark pavement street with a flickering street light it was a ghastly scene. But Ted stood up and looked down on the little girl.
Her little navy dress and her messed up curls. Tears trickled down as she bent her head toward him.
And he gave her a hand up, and she was on her feet. With a little whispering peep she said "are you going to her me?"
Ted giggled and respond "no my dear how can i hurt you if im not real? im a figment of your imagination i won't be copping a feeel."
The little girl giggled and while the sun rised up and she grabbed Ted's hands and they fled.
Stories like these can hardly ever be true. The little girl was found drowned till she was blue.
And what ever happen to sir Ted? well maybe next time, cautiously look into your head.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
soul mates
Sunday 3:00am July 7 2010
Her: If you died tomorrow would you be sad?
sunday 3:01am July 7 2010
Him: Umm i dont think so... why would you be?
Sunday 3:02am July 7 2010
Her: a lil.
Him: why?
Sunday 7:00pm July 7 2010
Her: why didn't you show up?
Sunday 7:30pm July 7 2010
Him: i cant be there im sorry.
Sunday 7:33pm July 7 2010
Her: its okay. i'm hanging out at a friends house anyway.
Monday 10:00am July 8 2010
Him:
i like this picture of you
Monday 10:01am July 8 2010
Her: That's my friend. but that is my thing of Yan Yan haha. We killed those shits in an evening.
Monday 11:00am July 8 2010
Him: you would do that i'm sure. so tell me why.
Monday 11:05am July 8 2010
Her: They were really good?
Monday 11:05am July 8 2010
Him: No. why would you be a little sad if i died tomorrow.
Monday 3:00pm July 8 2010
Her: i'd be losing everything.
Monday 3:03pm July 8 2010
Him: We have never even met. Everytime i think of you, miss you or even get mad at you i ask myself why do i care why does it even matter if we are just drifters floating around we haven't even spoke in person or looked in each others eyes, so why do i care? why do YOU care?
Monday 3:04pm July 8 2010
Her: ....we don't need to physically meet to be there for each other. to understand things that other people, who maybe standing right in front of us, can't even understand.
We don't need to see each other to see inner beauty or to see your wonderful personality.
This is crazy for me too! okay. I DONT want to say that i'd lose everything because i really wouldnt lose everything, i would just be losing the most IMPORTANT thing in my life, and its you.
Monday 3:30pm July 8 2010
Him: I really should not have done this to you. I'm sorry i lied. I'm not who you think i am. and im not him.
Monday 3:30pm July 8 2010
Her: What are you talking about Ben? How are you not you?
Monday 3:33pm July 8 2010
Him: This is his brother. Ben left. He left with his new fiancee to ohio Saturday, on the red eye. I'm sorry to be the one to have to tell you that everything you felt and knew was nothing but foolishness.
so i guess this is goodbye?
Monday 3:35pm July 8 2010
Her: HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
Monday 3:36pm July 8 2010
Him: Why is this funny to you?
Monday 3:40pm July 8 2010
Her: Cause im not HER either. he is not you, who ever you are. and I am not his her. They are together in ohio planning their wedding. So...i guess i'll see you there.
Her: If you died tomorrow would you be sad?
sunday 3:01am July 7 2010
Him: Umm i dont think so... why would you be?
Sunday 3:02am July 7 2010
Her: a lil.
Him: why?
Sunday 7:00pm July 7 2010
Her: why didn't you show up?
Sunday 7:30pm July 7 2010
Him: i cant be there im sorry.
Sunday 7:33pm July 7 2010
Her: its okay. i'm hanging out at a friends house anyway.
Monday 10:00am July 8 2010
Him:
i like this picture of youMonday 10:01am July 8 2010
Her: That's my friend. but that is my thing of Yan Yan haha. We killed those shits in an evening.
Monday 11:00am July 8 2010
Him: you would do that i'm sure. so tell me why.
Monday 11:05am July 8 2010
Her: They were really good?
Monday 11:05am July 8 2010
Him: No. why would you be a little sad if i died tomorrow.
Monday 3:00pm July 8 2010
Her: i'd be losing everything.
Monday 3:03pm July 8 2010
Him: We have never even met. Everytime i think of you, miss you or even get mad at you i ask myself why do i care why does it even matter if we are just drifters floating around we haven't even spoke in person or looked in each others eyes, so why do i care? why do YOU care?
Monday 3:04pm July 8 2010
Her: ....we don't need to physically meet to be there for each other. to understand things that other people, who maybe standing right in front of us, can't even understand.
We don't need to see each other to see inner beauty or to see your wonderful personality.
This is crazy for me too! okay. I DONT want to say that i'd lose everything because i really wouldnt lose everything, i would just be losing the most IMPORTANT thing in my life, and its you.
Monday 3:30pm July 8 2010
Him: I really should not have done this to you. I'm sorry i lied. I'm not who you think i am. and im not him.
Monday 3:30pm July 8 2010
Her: What are you talking about Ben? How are you not you?
Monday 3:33pm July 8 2010
Him: This is his brother. Ben left. He left with his new fiancee to ohio Saturday, on the red eye. I'm sorry to be the one to have to tell you that everything you felt and knew was nothing but foolishness.
so i guess this is goodbye?
Monday 3:35pm July 8 2010
Her: HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!
Monday 3:36pm July 8 2010
Him: Why is this funny to you?
Monday 3:40pm July 8 2010
Her: Cause im not HER either. he is not you, who ever you are. and I am not his her. They are together in ohio planning their wedding. So...i guess i'll see you there.
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
TWO
Two unnamed sisters were driving to there home. The older one was driving of coarse and was on a mission to make sure her dad's plans were finished, "GET YOUR LITTLE SISTER HOME", his voice kept ringing and ringing in her ear like all of his words usually do.
So thats what she planned to do.
Little sister had other plans. Little sister had an old boyfriend who was not bad but not good either, their lives were interesting but something that no one else understood was that what they felt was something that they believed was LOVE.
"i wanna stay with him this week, i worked my ass of for two weeks to do it, so why cant i stay for a week?" she protested and protested but big sister's ears were already infested with her father's voice.
So nothing changed and they arrive to their destination. However little sister was still determined determined to live as Romeo and Juliet had to live their lives, secret lovers willing to do anything. So little sister spoke to Mother who was soft when it came to her.
and they drove away from father's destination. Little sister was happy and got to her destination.
But on the way back mother underestimated her eyes and crashed in a terrible unfortunate event. Died.
Susan woke up
"damn that dream was fucked"
So thats what she planned to do.
Little sister had other plans. Little sister had an old boyfriend who was not bad but not good either, their lives were interesting but something that no one else understood was that what they felt was something that they believed was LOVE.
"i wanna stay with him this week, i worked my ass of for two weeks to do it, so why cant i stay for a week?" she protested and protested but big sister's ears were already infested with her father's voice.
So nothing changed and they arrive to their destination. However little sister was still determined determined to live as Romeo and Juliet had to live their lives, secret lovers willing to do anything. So little sister spoke to Mother who was soft when it came to her.
and they drove away from father's destination. Little sister was happy and got to her destination.
But on the way back mother underestimated her eyes and crashed in a terrible unfortunate event. Died.
Susan woke up
"damn that dream was fucked"
Controller of your Mind
"Ever day i wonder if it was my body's natural alarm clock that got me up for the morning or if it was the constant reoccurring dream, nightmarish and and creepy.
Minutes later i'd forget though, why it was even important to think. I was always caught up in HER life."
Fred was always thinking like this. He often times hoped that he wasn't the only one who felt such a terrible pain, but was it wrong for him to be wishing it on others?
"Holly" he called
She turned slowly hoping that it was just her mind hearing voices but we are never lucky enough to get what we hope all the time. So she stood there un-surprised and up set from the last time she saw Fred. "hello" simply enough was her way of showing her sting.
Before Fred could even speak or begin to explain why he was even there Holly hissed at him
"Well if you have nothing better to do i think you should let me go because frankly im tired. im tired of people telling me what i can and cannot do, so. What will it be?"
To begin to under stand people we need to under stand their history, and for Fred and Holly there are more ruins hidden in their lives than under the grounds of Rome.
"Holly darling i honestly think you should just do what your father wants you to do hes not tryin to put ya into a cage. Darling he is just tryin to protect ya from That no good Bast-"
She struck him hard in the cheek to shut his mouth.Holly knew she was no good at choosing men, but something deep within her cold hard heart there was a tender selflessness for the helpless.But those who cannot help themselves will always be lost.
Fred just stood there and stared and without another word, lit up a cigarette and left Holly alone to her mind.
Fred tried to sleep that night knowing that Holly was driving. He went to sleep that night knowing she was with the wrong person, who was into the wrong crowd and the wrong "business."
But he could not control his mind. He could not sleep. Understanding was the closest he would ever get to freedom.
AS Holly was lost and caged by the helpless, Fred was caged by her.
Minutes later i'd forget though, why it was even important to think. I was always caught up in HER life."
Fred was always thinking like this. He often times hoped that he wasn't the only one who felt such a terrible pain, but was it wrong for him to be wishing it on others?
"Holly" he called
She turned slowly hoping that it was just her mind hearing voices but we are never lucky enough to get what we hope all the time. So she stood there un-surprised and up set from the last time she saw Fred. "hello" simply enough was her way of showing her sting.
Before Fred could even speak or begin to explain why he was even there Holly hissed at him
"Well if you have nothing better to do i think you should let me go because frankly im tired. im tired of people telling me what i can and cannot do, so. What will it be?"
To begin to under stand people we need to under stand their history, and for Fred and Holly there are more ruins hidden in their lives than under the grounds of Rome.
"Holly darling i honestly think you should just do what your father wants you to do hes not tryin to put ya into a cage. Darling he is just tryin to protect ya from That no good Bast-"
She struck him hard in the cheek to shut his mouth.Holly knew she was no good at choosing men, but something deep within her cold hard heart there was a tender selflessness for the helpless.But those who cannot help themselves will always be lost.
Fred just stood there and stared and without another word, lit up a cigarette and left Holly alone to her mind.
Fred tried to sleep that night knowing that Holly was driving. He went to sleep that night knowing she was with the wrong person, who was into the wrong crowd and the wrong "business."
But he could not control his mind. He could not sleep. Understanding was the closest he would ever get to freedom.
AS Holly was lost and caged by the helpless, Fred was caged by her.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Street walk
People can walk out side to smoke a cigarette or people can walk out side for the sake of being outside.
The man had decided he wanted a cigarette. That was the only thing on his mind.
Young Women can place garments on themselves to be cute or they can customize themselves to be something they believe is more.
But the girl decided to stay with what she wore.
they never passed. they never noticed. they never saw each other.
The man had decided he wanted a cigarette. That was the only thing on his mind.
Young Women can place garments on themselves to be cute or they can customize themselves to be something they believe is more.
But the girl decided to stay with what she wore.
they never passed. they never noticed. they never saw each other.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Thirstday
No one slept. It might be the running water or the dragging footsteps they were surrounded by at all hours of the evening, but still no one slept.
they didn't mind.
Then it happens. The moment when all traces of reality leave, when everyone's eyes began to rapidly race and blur. All they could depend on was the stimulating conversation that fermented with wisdom and creativity.
It hurt but They didn't mind.
No one wanted the time to slip away, to finish, or to embark into the next morning.
So they gathered and stacked themselves. They created a blockade. They built a wall to protect themselves from the creeping reality. Held hands. Locked arms.
Females will always be like that. They will always try to hide and find comfort in each other. Which is why they became stronger.
Showers are always on. Echos of students from the window. Sirens embedded in their brains. The laughter soothing their hearts.
Nothing in reality is forever. The day came, and still they tried to hide from it. Who would be the one to destroy this? someone wondered. And the minute there was doubt they found themselves in their own solitude.
They don't say if they mind or not, but females will do that.
Sisters with different blood. Minds all over the place. They have nothing in common.
but they don't need compatibility when they have something more.
they didn't mind.
Then it happens. The moment when all traces of reality leave, when everyone's eyes began to rapidly race and blur. All they could depend on was the stimulating conversation that fermented with wisdom and creativity.
It hurt but They didn't mind.
No one wanted the time to slip away, to finish, or to embark into the next morning.
So they gathered and stacked themselves. They created a blockade. They built a wall to protect themselves from the creeping reality. Held hands. Locked arms.
Females will always be like that. They will always try to hide and find comfort in each other. Which is why they became stronger.
Showers are always on. Echos of students from the window. Sirens embedded in their brains. The laughter soothing their hearts.
Nothing in reality is forever. The day came, and still they tried to hide from it. Who would be the one to destroy this? someone wondered. And the minute there was doubt they found themselves in their own solitude.
They don't say if they mind or not, but females will do that.
Sisters with different blood. Minds all over the place. They have nothing in common.
but they don't need compatibility when they have something more.
Monday, April 26, 2010
The Receptionist
Washington D.C 2010
10:00am
Ring.Ring.
Ring.
Ring.Ring.
Ring.
Ring.Ring.
click. "Hello this is ***** **** can i help you?"
Silence. There was nothing he had ever wanted more.
"hello..?"
Maybe that's why he left her to her own breath. Just like the nights before.
"Adam?"
He hadn't said anything yet, and she still knew it was him so he hung up the phone and left the house before the phone could speak again.
California.2009.
They lie on the hot sand near the shore, close enough to the water so that the rhythmic waves could brush and caress their sunburned skin. It never seemed to fail to put them to sleep.
Adam would always gently brush his fingertips threw, in, and out, of her hair after it was warm and silky from the sun.She would always wake up to this spectacular man.His perfect smell and melting brown eyes were like magnets to her body, just a natural attraction.
What he had not been prepared for was her likeness to a bird,
Elegant
Whimsical
musical
mesmerizing and often times for many others without a word, would easily take flight.
Washington D.C. 2010
3:00pm
Ring.Ring.
Ring.
click. "Hello this is ***** **** can i help you?"
Again He left her to silence, as she had done to him. As they had done together on the beaches of Santa Cruz.
"Adam...i know it's you. Can you meet me somewhere after work? i get off at 6:30."
Her voice forever had possessed his brain and ached his heart. Played tricks with his eyes and made him salivate.
"Adam, could you just, God! Say something!"
nothing
"Your making me go fuckin' crazy here!"
"Adam!?"
"You Little Mother F-!"
*click*
Silence.
There was nothing he had ever wanted more. Leaving her with her own before he realized he had always needed her screaming and yelling at him to survive.
10:00am
Ring.Ring.
Ring.
Ring.Ring.
Ring.
Ring.Ring.
click. "Hello this is ***** **** can i help you?"
Silence. There was nothing he had ever wanted more.
"hello..?"
Maybe that's why he left her to her own breath. Just like the nights before.
"Adam?"
He hadn't said anything yet, and she still knew it was him so he hung up the phone and left the house before the phone could speak again.
California.2009.
They lie on the hot sand near the shore, close enough to the water so that the rhythmic waves could brush and caress their sunburned skin. It never seemed to fail to put them to sleep.
Adam would always gently brush his fingertips threw, in, and out, of her hair after it was warm and silky from the sun.She would always wake up to this spectacular man.His perfect smell and melting brown eyes were like magnets to her body, just a natural attraction.
What he had not been prepared for was her likeness to a bird,
Elegant
Whimsical
musical
mesmerizing and often times for many others without a word, would easily take flight.
Washington D.C. 2010
3:00pm
Ring.Ring.
Ring.
click. "Hello this is ***** **** can i help you?"
Again He left her to silence, as she had done to him. As they had done together on the beaches of Santa Cruz.
"Adam...i know it's you. Can you meet me somewhere after work? i get off at 6:30."
Her voice forever had possessed his brain and ached his heart. Played tricks with his eyes and made him salivate.
"Adam, could you just, God! Say something!"
nothing
"Your making me go fuckin' crazy here!"
"Adam!?"
"You Little Mother F-!"
*click*
Silence.
There was nothing he had ever wanted more. Leaving her with her own before he realized he had always needed her screaming and yelling at him to survive.
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